New Haircut!

Super Disco Breakin

So things are super crazy, etc etc, but here is one good thing: yesterday I went to the gym, and then I had dinner and watched Gossip Girl with Sireesha (which featured Lilly flashbacks and totally 80s dance parties), and then we met Emily at Trudy's, and Emily and I both had delicious mexican martinis, which are far more ridiculous than I initially thought! You pay $5 and get this huge shaker full of martini. It was magic. We had a really good time, with girl talking and nonsense and at points I was just sitting there smiling. It made me really, really happy. And the music was fantastic, it was like New Order and totally 80s awesomeness. Then April joined us! Even better. And we went to Yogurt Spot, which is magical. Other things are not so great but I am going to try some tricks of magical positive thinking and see what happens.

I am trying to make myself go to work today? And get some shit done? It's tricky, because I know that just focusing on the present and enjoyment and not thinking about things will keep me happy, but there is shit I need to think about and deal with so I can get stuff done. The trick is balance, I think? Maybe making lists, and making sure to check them every day? I don't know. I have to go talk to someone about my future, and Get Some Shit Done today. Yes.

Also in recent news: college graduation?!?!? More on that later.

Wake up darlings

Hello pretties! So, not much time for words today. Changes have happened, but that is besides the point right now, because today was alright! Things are weirdly ok. I have beautiful lillies in my room right now, they are so lovely and smell so good. Today I did not really so much as sleep last night, I sort of layed about and was not really satisfied with sleeping, I spent a long time doing this. Then I got up at 5am, I'm sure, and did things. I'm not sure what. I napped at 7 or 8 for an hour. Broken up hour, though. Then I tried pretty hard to Get Stuff Done. It worked out okay. I went to class. I was sweaty, and felt like a blank. I guess being blank isn't all that bad, it's just the work to figure out what goes there. I am not even making so much as sense! I'm okay with that. I had girl time, did a crossword, I went home, felt sort of empty and blah, and THEN! Went to Quack's with Emily and Sireesha, had a tasty carrot cake cupcake with cream cheese icing, hibiscus lemonade, kind of got a sore throat, went to the MALL (!), was okay, ate SUSHI (!!), and it was great. Now I am earnestly trying to get into that pandora radio action, and I have Sireesha's hibiscus lemonade, and I'm going to shower, and sort myself out, then study/bed. Bed is such a luscious concept, it rarely lives up to my expectations. Sometimes it does. It depends on the situation/context/company. Yeah. I said it. ANYWAY.

Hooray I have so much work to do in the next few days! I have a test tomorrow, an oral interview tomorrow, a telescope viewing thing to do, then Thursday I have a test, reading summaries due, a quiz, compiled and corrected work due, and work. Friday I have a video due. And I have to turn in forms, make appointments, deal with Other Shit. I just want to have shenanigans.

OK TIME FOR SHOWER TIME. Kisses!