Man. So. Sometimes, I think a ton of words, and those words end up on paper (or, you know, the internet). And sometimes, recently, for far too long, I think words and I don't even think about putting them anywhere. They just are in my head and then do nothing but sit around. I am in some kind of rut, I think? I forgot Claire had a blog, and then I forgot where it was, and then I forgot what my own blog password or username even was, I mean, dang. What the heck, me. Things are whack right now, but also kind of alright, in a totally disarrayed, bound for mayhem kind of way. I need to start moving more. Being alive and doing and go go go. I have a lot of schoolwork. I have words to say about things, but now is not the time. Now I am going to go drink some milk and eat some cookies maybe (perhaps an ill advised decision considering how I totally had several chocolate+fruit smoothies today but whatever). I am going to read, maybe, or do a crossword, maybe. I have work tomorrow, which is really difficult given my constant urge to jump up, yell, "SUCK IT, WORK!!!!", knock over the computer in front of me, and run out of the room pushing things over and scattering papers as I go. I guess I will 'tough it out'.
Also???? Did I mention that crosswords are totally on, like, the fast track to being in the neighborhood of becoming MY BITCH?!?!? It is true.
Ok. Enough of this silliness for now. Goodnight! Kisses!
9 years ago